i am my mother's daughter

back then, i don't know what's happening to my life. drank vodka with friends, kicked some ass. got home in a school nite by 1am.smoked weed. kiddin. i aint no teenager socialite tryin to kill myself. i did lie though. but i was just one kinda normal student. ever since i was a kid,nursery to be exact, i am known as "ms.SAndra's daughter".not that i hate it or whatever.

so what does that mean, for them?


my mom is good at singing, has great communication skills, a teacher and yes,she dances. so everyone thought that whatever she's good at, i excel in it. BUT
i don't sing. i do know the limitations when communicating. not a teacher. and a i'm a proud dancer. (i'm actually better than my mom when it comes to it.)


we were always in the same school so i got the EXTRA extra :i really never got the chance to pay for my tuition - kasi sa paycheck nia naalis:first day of classes, the teacher already knows you, " you're ms.SAndra's daughter right?" : when walking on streets, "diba un ung anak ni ms.SAndra?" haha. it's like im enumerating complaints but i'm not.

i never had a sister, and i found one when i was in 3yr high. what happened to the past years? i figured out that i do have someone jst did not realize when i was in those excruciating years.

still not satisfied? what happened to those years?
oh well, i said i'm kinda normal, coz i made mistakes jst like others did. i chose wrong decisions jst like others. i lied to get out of it.and it worked.or i think it did? haha. but after that i lost the







TRUST





of my parents. and i did get it back. (galing no?) but gawd, it took me 2 years or i think up until now for them to trust me in everything i say to them.sure it's hard but its worth it. im actually glad that i've experienced something like it. or else i would not be who i am today. i miss my sister/mother/friend.*sigh*