everyday a BUM

im an official bum for the last couple of days. so hate to admit it.but every time i wake up i just look forward to seeing my mail whoever might pm me for the day.
online everyday.
updated friendster and multiply EVERYDAY!

i have things in mind that i wanted to do, general cleaning of my room. but when i think of mr.sun. i end up watching some dvds that i have not seen before.

kaninang morning, i was watching ms.congeniality not that i have not seen it before, i jst want to watch it again. again. again.again and again.and then after that i watched this EPIC MOVIE.
i find other scenes just hilarious but the rest was to corny.

litfili 8th blog.ö

Im not a READER but i can read a novel in just a few hours if i am so interested in the story. before i could read the assigned novel to be read. my friend( jac) won't stop talking about the funniest and sexiest scenes in the story. so i got curious, and interested in what she is talkin about. as i open the book. i read aloud " GETTING BETTER" . a question hits me " tungkol kaya saan ung storyang to?" in my mind.

it was all about, literally, getting better in a typical break-up of an Accounts executive in an advertising industry to a guy who is a COMPLETE jerk. what keeps the story going is that how realistic the story can be. after reading it, "ganito ba tlga sa advertising industry?".

Karen, only wanted a normal life where she could be normal office person, in a normal office. with a loyal boyfriend who can become his loyal husband. and normal friends who wants normal things in their normal life. but NO. everything she wanted is the COMPLETE opposite.she doesn't have any normal life because her work needs crazy ideas and with that they need crazy persons to think of these crazy ideas with a CRAZY workplace. SHe doesn't have a loyal boyfriend but she has a Miko who is taking up too much space in her apartment because of his clothes and taking control of her decisions in life and is constantly cheating on her. and she does have normal friends but her friend doesn't want normal things, Janice wants something extraordinary in everything. and would do anything to get what she wants.

Her life with Miko was a "routine". but even though it's like a routine, they'd still go to weddings of their friends.and visits her parents on weekendss. just that and nothing else. when they broke up, she was more of a wreck than ever. and in her mind. "could my life get any worse?" her friends helped her to have a good time everyday for the rest of her life. they even got her blind dates that was not a success. but nobody could blame her with her passion for loving Miko. and she has done it. she slept with him once more and this time she thought everything was getting better, but she found out that it was not only her friend Cynthia, there was another girl.

as she recovers from the devastating truth, her personality grows and she is taking life like how it's suppose to be. and found her self in the arms of Robert Redford Reyno, who they thought he was gay because he watches sex and the city, the series. a typical story but it became special because of how the writer gave life to every line in the story. emphasizing details that are extremely true to life. and inviting the audience to be actually in the scene.

As to some of the readers, they find this novel quite not interesting because of the sexy scenes and the use of words to be so bold.

another novel that we are asked to read gave me the CREEPS.
Smaller and smaller circles.


At first, the cover seemed to be "dapat nakakatakot" everytime i see my book unread. its just an ordinary book with eyes that stares at you. but its different when i already read it. i have to put the book always on the paper bag of powerbooks so the cover of the book will not be seen. even the presence of the gives me chills thinkin of what happened in the story.


what made the book interesting is that i know the places the suspect has been to. i have been there and still passing that way. but whatever happened to the story is too much. with the how the suspect killed his victims. and how is the killing very symbolic for the suspect. the writer made you imagine EVERYTHING. even the tiniest detail and how you should feel.

what struck me the most is that, everytime father Saenz and father Jerome drops the reality that it is almost end of the month. where they worry, because it only means, the killer will again kill in the first Saturday of the month. creepy. And when they found out that the killer is someone who you wouldn't thought that it was him, a volunteer worker giving service to children who doesn't have any budget for cleaning teeth, having medical examinations and more. Alex Santos did not want to do it.

its your usual horror suspense story where the there is a deep reason why the suspect wanted to kill. its because of his disturbed background.screaming for REVENGE.

and for the other readers, they thought it was something ordinary. where the killer kills and the killer is ,in the end, killed too.

*and what i think, that is Alex's eyes in the cover*

smile

my "childhood sweetheart" (joma) from santa monica,los angeles is such a crazy person. i thot he was doing something for school. i thot he was watching tv or a movie. coz he was still up at seems like not that busy and he's stat msg in ym was " be right back" with the busy sign. haha.





he was baking. SAY WHAT??ö baking cupcakes and brownies.haha.



when i was in grade 1. i was ask to play the role of pocahontas, and my friend (joma) to be john smith.haha. daang.. and after that, grade3, grade4,grade 5 i liked him and even though i moved to laguna i still liked him, back then. *blush* hahaha. im really surprised by the fact that i am talking to him and actually my friend when before it was just in my thoughts.-kilig-hahaha.ö

laughtrip

this paper(photo) whatever. is a finished product of how my day went. yes, happy. coz i never thought that was what my other classmates in my introso class think of me. haha. the class was very noisy at start. the reporters doesn't have to explain the activity coz everyone knows what to do.
suuuuuuwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttt.ö

summer splash

he enjoyed it.










his parents were arranging "halamans" infront of the house. he cries when left at his crib so they let him join them.spoiled.they used the "sprinkler" mode of the water hose so it would not hurt him. kulet!






















but then it has to end. coz he can get colds from a wet sando. haha.

supah fly!

haha. wat a scene. ive seen something like this in my room. they are not hurting me and my things so i jst let them do whatever they have to do for their colony. haha. daaang. after that i think it took them about 30 mins to realize that there is a space for the body of the fly. and i think they are calling more soldiers to help them where they could go bump and finally get out of our house. haha.

Ohmgee

its raining -"ness" first rain of summer, i think?
and the smell of the ground with the water sure is oh so missed.
the past few days are like forever. heat heat and heat. like for every minute, u'll be needing a glass of water and after that going to the bathroom to flush it all out. LAMIG.
i am not using any E-fans today, i was, but until it rained. hahaha.

happy birthday to my very-cheerful-white-tangkad-taray-habulin-sister-bitch..hahaha. another year for you, and for the boys out there who wants to know her.
mjoy never gets tired of laughing when touched. sometimes i think she is an arcade ride with invincible tokens,invincible slots. coz surely, she entertains everyone with her laughsssss. but i guess maybe we are her "invincible" coins. where we complete her day coz she will never get "rusty". haha. am i making any sense? yes. happybirthdaymjoy.ö

still raining. the moment i finish this i think it would still be raining. later i will go to class and think bout what to wear. i dont have anything in mind yet. blah.

litfili week7

Sacrificing for someone is a heroic deed. But what if it is not appreciated?
I once felt somehow that way before when i was misunderstood. back then i was the good girl, i follow instructions, listened to my parents. but for some reason, i just can't feel the attention that i want. what thought before that everything was about my older brother. how they asks him if he needed anything which they don't do that to me. They asks him if he needed more of his clothes, they don't do that to me. they asks him if he needs money, which my parents never asked me those things. I hated them for that moment. figuring out what did i do wrong. i never failed in my subjects. i am always at home before curfew. i clean (if i have time) things in the house. and so i got more angry to myself. not to them anymore to myself. because i must have done something wrong for them not to notice what i'd do so they would praise my good work.

i continued doing those things up until i was in college. i realized that, their reason for them no asking me of what i want. its because i asked/tell them if i could buy that,this, those things. They actually recognized my little deeds because they buy what i ask for sometimes with no hesitations.

In the story Generations by Ninotchka Rosca, the girl could not take it anymore, she killed her own father because even though she had protected and gave her virginity to the soldiers, still the father did not recognized what her daughter had done for him.

litfili week6

who could have thought that every single one of us (humans) wants a happy ending to some point in our lives. picture this: in front of you is the person whom you would want to share the rest of your life in a very quiet place where the priest, your relatives and the the relatives of the person you love surrounds the both of you and suddenly stabs your hand just because he thinks it's cool. not the kind of happy ending i was hoping for

but with that simple kind of thing that just disturbed your day in some way, what have you realized?
that not anyone could have a happy ending? (maybe, but no it's not my point)
that we never see the real attitude of the person unless you are married? ( no)


that we can never actually trust a stranger.( or thats what i think? )
everybody can agree and we all know that we must never trust a stranger but we are doing it.
what is the connection?
i'm talking bout the girlfriends/boyfriends who can become your wife/husband in time.

it is true that at the first time you meet with him/her, you don't know each other unless you talk with that person. and as you talk and share ideas and experiences. you fall inlove and blah blah. and live happily ever after.
like the spinster, in the story, Tale of the spinster and peter pan by Cristina Hidalgo, she trusted peter pan ( young man) with her feelings.the spinster was a writer of romance novels and this young man perform in a bar where she hangs out most of her time. for once in her boring life. she gave in to something she has never done before, to fall inlove. she already visualizes what would come next in their 'adventures' together which in reality, does not exist. she only thought of the happy things that they could together which again, not happening. and when the climax of her happy ending was actually happening ( the young man talked to the spinster) she was disappointed to know that he was not what she thinks he is.

life is really full of surprises. may it be a happy moment or just one of the nightmares you don't even want to know in the first place.

close up

picked out from their ordinary life to a crazier ( my ) world.







MARENIE:
-who loves her family
-who loves starshine
-who's the tall one ( mayabang!)
-who never gets tired of bullying BONG (girl in long sleeves)
-who likes skittles, the sour ones
-who's fave movie is "a walk to remember"
-who collects cows (wierd)
-who watches one tree hill and marimar
-who is very innocent
-who acts like its not her age
-who always wear skin
-who figured out that she loves java chip frap of starbucks
-who is proud of us


MJOY:
-who is the white one
-who has a new chamchung
-who has gorgeous hair
-who is kinda tall ( ISA PANG MAYABANG!)
-who has a unique laugh
-who sometimes talks on her own
-who has her own laftof
-who loves elmo
-who loves st.andes
-who loves white chocolate mocha.hot.
-who lots of havas
-who has asthma
-who is our " lady thug" wahaha








BONG:
-who is afraid of being alone
-who is always talking
-who never stops talking
-who always has a story to tell
-who barely communicates with others
-who rarely wears skin
-who sometimes hates the world when her day did not end how she planned it
-who loves "josh"
-who loves ize
-who has my boxers
-who loves GG, one tree hill and rosalinda
-who knows the lines of every character in the movie mean girls
-who eats roasted honey peanuts ( EEW!)
-who loves green tea frap
-who loves B.
-who can't deny that she loves B.

these aint your normal crowd. maybe you got the idea of your crowd but with them around you are just crazy enough to even survive. 0_O

summer fiasco

i told you this would be a hobby. AWESOME!












as much as we enjoyed modeling for ourr photographer sammy so.. we had so much fun in doing this photoshoot. not only we had crazy ideas on how our photos would look like but the free time that we had put to good use. crazy. sammy so edited these pictures too.

litfili week5

a girl was walkin in their village.she was about to meet her friend near the clubhouse to go to church.it was almost 5.30pm in the afternoon where children go biking and running down the streets. as she was minding her own kind of thaang. she noticed the car passed by her turn around and stopped. it was wierd for her but she kept on walking thinking it was nothing.

30yr.old-man:ms! ms! ms!

and the girl did not give any attention to the man thinking she is not the one being called.

30yr.old-man:ms! ms! pwede makipag kilala?

the girl just smiled and continued walking thinking he would go away.

30yr.old-man: ms, pwede bang makipagkilala, ako si (and he said his name) eh ikaw? anong pangalan mo?
the girl: po? (and she said her name) po..
30yr.old-man: pwede ko ba mahingi number mo?
the girl: magagalit po kasi mama ko, share po kasi kami sa phone na to (not!)
30yr.old-man: talaga lng? sige tetext lang kita pag nakita kitang lumabas sa bahay niyo. malapit lang ako doon sa bahay niyo eh.
the girl: magagalit po kasi talaga mama ko eh.

then he touched her in her shoulders,

30yr.old-man: ms, pwede pa tayong mag-usap nang hindi naglalakad?
the girl: po? may ka meet po kasi ako, inaantay na po niya ako.
30yr.old-man: hatid na kita, san ka ba pupunta? hatid na kita.
the girl:po? hindi na po, may ksama po kasi ako.

because the girl kept on walking, she was near the clubhouse and so far away from his car.
she was very scared when the man touched her shoulders. and he touched her again.

30yr.old-man: sige na, ihatid na kita sa pupuntahan mo.
the girl:hindi na po, may kasama po kasi ako.
30yr.old-man: sige na, ayaw mo naman bigay number mo, hatid na nga lng kita.

the girl was walking faster.

the girl: wag na po. may kasama po kasi ako, inaantay na po niya ako.
30yr.old-man: sige, malayo na ko sa kotse ko,.

the girl did not look back at the man again. after the man left she ran in tears.and hid on inner streets so the man would not see her again. as she was walkin towards her friend, she cried even more because she never thought that she could get out of that conversation.


stories like these and other contemporary stories are somewhat based true to their lives. because they wrote the stories in such detail that only people involved in the situation would know. issues that are very important to those involved but neglected by others. The story Magnificence by Estrella Aflon, she maybe not the girl in the story, but she knows from her heart how the girl feels about the situation. the writer thought of something her audience would understand even when she used a lot of symbols to express deeper thoughts. and like the story Summer Solstice by Nick Joaquin, he defined women as someone who should not be underestimated by anyone.


unlike canon stories, they are issues but less important to the society because it involves only a couple. about their issues and how they solve it as grown-ups. Of how guys cheat to their wives and girlfriends. on how they manage to get away with it.
like in the story Games by Noelle De Jesus, the woman in the story already knows that her partner is cheating on her that is why it is okay for her to play games with him. she already know and she just want to catch him by his words.

it is actually, kind of fulfilling when you catch somebody doing a crime. but how do you really feel about it? are you actually happy?

litfili week4

They say that we girls who live in provinces are more like maria clara,

"mahinhin, mapagmahal, magalang" because they all thought that civilization only lies at
Metro Manila. they never realized that every provinces
has its own civilization, even more civilized.
It is true, but not all of the women. many factors are considered of why women in the Philippines are becoming liberated unlike women of the past. Women in the past do as to what the men would want them to do because they believe without these men, they can't live on their own. women in the past rarely be seen crazy( meaning drunk, out at night etc.). and these women have a common attitude, mahinhin. not all but majority of them.

at the story, LOVE in the cornhusks by Aida Rivera-Ford, Tinang followed her destiny, not to be with Amado. She never gave in too much of her love, because she knows it will only hurt her. and like Pilar too, at the story,the CORRAL by Edith Tiempo. She knows what makes her happy and what is the right thing to do. never give in easily.

But what happen to these women? not enough genes to pass it to the next generation?

slowly, they changed into something so surprising. they became more LIBERATED. had their own decisions unlike the women in the past. and they can now live on their own even though without men in their life. Although it is good that they don't depend much on men. still they should keep their minds onto their appearance and what would others think of them .

but hey, still we PINAY GIRLS ROCK!

pashion

it started out as a requirement, now i think this would be a hobby.ö

mr.krabs

so yummy..*sigh*
i just have to share it to the world.
that i love seafoods..
feeling ko i can eat a lot
of it, without getting fat. ö

surprise pioli.ö

does anybody know that i love surprises?
i love it how i'm surprised, GULAT tlga.
all you can hear from me is , toooooot, toot
,toooooot ka, i hate you,toot tlga, tooot,
toot tlga, toot and amna shout
real loud depending on how surprised i am.

i was upstairs waiting for my kuya to give my
phone back( ksi he was
talikng kay papa, *ding* there was a doorbell,
at first i thought, "ngpapaload" lng. so i did not
make pancin of it,

"sam, ikaw na nga lng, sulat eh" nanny said,
ako naman, i made baba the downstairs.
and oh my LBC. i was thinkin, "ngkamali ba ko
ng lagay ng address " .. my hands were shakin,
ngkamali pa ako ng kung saan pipirma,
and i think he heard me i said,
"toot, toooooot tlga. and OMG. i was
so surprised. ö

litfili week 3

it's a tradition every morning to have "pandesal" in our hapag for breakfast. some of the people just can't go on with their day without eating one. i think we all have experienced buying and waiting for these oh so delicious pastry. waiting for it to be cooked, being with a lot of people u dnt know or u do know. standing, and being bugged by flies flying around your face, or a mosquito enjoyin, suckin your blood. or just plainly sitting down on a rock. just like a relationship, it's either you do something to get it fast or just wait and in the end everything will be just like how you want it.


In case you don't know HHWWSS or" Holding Hands While Walking at may pa Sway Sway pa" is everywhere. so does this mean they are in a relationship? of course,you don't go holding hands with someone if you don't like them.

talkin bout relationships, people often neglect this simple recognition of actually owning someone or being owned by someone. why? because they think that they can do better with or without the person and ending up going back to that person again that's why there's is " love is sweeter the second time around". but sometimes that is just not the case.

sometimes we take advantage of what we have now and blame ourselves later for not taking the relationship seriously. that we should have done this, that. but what we really want is just the love that we are all craving for. we should not overthink things that " i know this already, he will just hurt me" or " i don't want to be hurt again, i'll stay single" it's not that it is not okay to have someone with but, it is much better and be happier. That someone laughs with you not laughs at you, someone who will see the problem just like how you forsee them. these simple things creates a bond until death do them part.

litfili week2

-the mats-

we Filipinos have our different ways to keep our tradition alive. and as much as it's different from other cultures, we celebrate it our OWN way. and we add a little touch to it to be more meaningful to us. the Angeles family had a different "thing". they loved mats as much as another family love their cellphones. they showed a different kind of love that i think it's extraordinary. i never thought that a person can love a mat that we all thought it's only use is to be stepped on or a "pamunas" to spilled water or milk. but the Angeles family proved me wrong.

-divide by two-

Filipino families love dramas. and because they are so into it, to the extreme, they don't notice , they are doing it already.but what drives us to become so passionate about it is because we LOVE to love someone or something just like how we love ourself. Like in the story, Belle is not angry just because their neighbors put up a wall, something much deeper than that reason happened. sometimes we don't give much attention to the things happening when we fall inlove. and we never really care, " basta't mahal mo ko, wala na akong hihilingin pa" or " gagawin ko ang lahat, kahit tumalon pa ako sa building, para lng malaman mo na tunay at totoo ang pagmamahal ko sayo" and literally jumps off the building makes the headline story. Kiddin.

bodyguard for life

i keep on thinkin what i'm going to be like after 10 years with my oh so great life. as always my father would always tell me to not to do the things i want rather the things i NEED. and so, that struck me to become more of my father would not think i can do.

it's not easy for me being close to my father when i was a kid. because he's always not in the country and sometimes for years. but he made sure that he was with us all the time. when he settled i mean, his work, he settled here in the philippines, i hated it. because he was like a "kontrabida" to the things i like. how i dress up, foods that i eat and a loooot more. but just recently he had time for us, because he was not doing anything that much last summer.
being the unica hija in the family did not make it any different for my father. he treated me jst like how he treated my brothers or so i think he did? yes i do have their attention when i need it. he lets me carry stuff that normally, guys have to do. and he makes "uto" of me by cleaning the car with a price load worth 50 pesos.but when i say the famous line "pa,bili mo ko nito" he does say no first and the second no again nd then the third time no again. but when he sees me not my usual self that means, so quiet , he'll ask "magkano ba un?" .so i never realized that i was treated din pala like how a princess should be. :)

i am my mother's daughter

back then, i don't know what's happening to my life. drank vodka with friends, kicked some ass. got home in a school nite by 1am.smoked weed. kiddin. i aint no teenager socialite tryin to kill myself. i did lie though. but i was just one kinda normal student. ever since i was a kid,nursery to be exact, i am known as "ms.SAndra's daughter".not that i hate it or whatever.

so what does that mean, for them?


my mom is good at singing, has great communication skills, a teacher and yes,she dances. so everyone thought that whatever she's good at, i excel in it. BUT
i don't sing. i do know the limitations when communicating. not a teacher. and a i'm a proud dancer. (i'm actually better than my mom when it comes to it.)


we were always in the same school so i got the EXTRA extra :i really never got the chance to pay for my tuition - kasi sa paycheck nia naalis:first day of classes, the teacher already knows you, " you're ms.SAndra's daughter right?" : when walking on streets, "diba un ung anak ni ms.SAndra?" haha. it's like im enumerating complaints but i'm not.

i never had a sister, and i found one when i was in 3yr high. what happened to the past years? i figured out that i do have someone jst did not realize when i was in those excruciating years.

still not satisfied? what happened to those years?
oh well, i said i'm kinda normal, coz i made mistakes jst like others did. i chose wrong decisions jst like others. i lied to get out of it.and it worked.or i think it did? haha. but after that i lost the







TRUST





of my parents. and i did get it back. (galing no?) but gawd, it took me 2 years or i think up until now for them to trust me in everything i say to them.sure it's hard but its worth it. im actually glad that i've experienced something like it. or else i would not be who i am today. i miss my sister/mother/friend.*sigh*

paradise! -_-

a sunday. left at around 3 in the afternoon off to a shopping trip that i will surely enjoy.. WHY?







dandanan!!!






Greenhills! the ULTIMATE shopping.shop.of.shoppers!:) haha. i should have my own make.pigil.of.samantha.to.buy.stuff.she.doesn't.even.NEED. hahaha.. mehn, who can blame me, you can't resist to shop when super MURA stuff is like surrounding you. and yes, i bought a shirt and so love it.but the girl selling the shirt won't lower the price kasi daw it's fixed na.. or watever. and oh, another great place to be crazy is the famous 168... (nabaliw ako nung dinala ako nina tita dun eh.. ) haha.

litfili week 1

-my father goes to court-

Grateful of what he has, the narrator of the story is very proud of his father

not only because they are COMPLETE, but because, his father managed to prove to the whole barrangay that he has done nothing wrong.

It was wednesday when i met up with my friends and just talk until we could not talk no more, and then we visited Jacque, yes special mention, because she said she was not allowed to go for some reason. So we surprised her.. and we got what we want, she was SURPRISED. We could not convice her to go out because she has not taken a bath yet. OMG. And so, we let her take that bath. Just to make sure i waited for her, and literally threw the papers infront of me, and she said

“basahin mo, kailangan yan sa litfili” haha.

so i read it, it took me 3 times to understad the 1^st paragraph, and finally at the third time i got intrested. But honestly, i got dissapointed by how the story ended, i was expecting more of like, a CSI scene where more characters would join in and investigate what is wrong with the rich family, of why they are so sick and it turns out that the rich guy is accusing the poor father of stealing their happiness? Or maybe because i haven't read the autobiography of the author and jst couldn't understand what he wants to say to the readers. But nobody can steal someone's happiness except you are a need of help from the professionals.

-how my brother leon brought home a wife-

The story was laid very smoothly with how it started and to how it ended. Baldo, one of the characters in the story, narrated of how literally, his brother leon brought home his wife. And lucky me, as i was about to finish the story, the last page was missing, and i got hooked up with the story, i texted my friends if they can tell me what happened at the end,and she texted back

“hindi ko pa nababasa eh, bakit? “

and my dreams were over, EXAGE? Haha. But yeah, i was dissappointed of my stupidity. The next day, i got the chance to read the last paragraph, and i was waiting for a grand ending of the grand story but i did not get it. Of why Baldo and Leon's father wants them drive through waig and not camino real, of how Baldo describes every move of Maria, the wife of Leon. Afteri read the last paragraph, i was like a computer, my brain is still loading each sentence of that very paragraph. But then i thought, maybe sir Manuel just wanted the readers to realize how filipino families accept the NEWEST member of the family.

-blah blah blurr-

i read from a book in the library of DeLasalle-CAnlubnag bout ways to know if you are a filipino,by doing the common manerisms that we, filipinos , jst can not do. The thoughts were funny and the others were just plain exaggeration.

I've searched the web and got this url :

http://www.jeepneygang.com/bola/pinoysgn.htm

u might be intrested on some of the points they've mentioned there. nyhoo.

I was sitting in the cafeteria all by myself, waiting for my friends. I did not mean to eve's drop to random conversations by students

but i just did.>:)

“na ano mo na to? “ and the other would say “oo nandun na nga ako sa ano eh”

“nasan na yung ano?” and the other would reply “ nandun sa sa sa sa sa ,bsta dun!”

these are just SOME of the common conversations i heard . Sounds a bit disturbing but we ALL can relate to these not so non-sense conversations. usisero/usisera as to what we call it. We can't hide the fact that even if you deny you are listening to a conversation, u jst can not hear what they are talking about and gossip these things to your friends and the conversation would end up as an intriga causing BIG, BIG problems, especially for the media. It's funny how we are able to understand each other with not just the filipino languange, but with the EXTRAORDINARY language.

One great characteristic that i am very proud of is that we don't loose hope to anything agad-agad . We see problems with lots and lots of solutions, and when one solution did not work,

“ may pag-asa pa, may awa ang diyos...”

and we never forget to be so magalang even when we talk to people we hardly know.

And i must say that every one of us, today, in this century that we have grown so much since then. We now are capable of standing up for our own thoughts and opinions and we have enough knowledge to protect our selves. Sadly, these good points became the very reason why we misunderstood each other. And every year, crime rates are increasing. With the help of technology and lack of education among the society we have right now.

but still, i can't deny the truth that i so love being a filipino.

sammiemie

bitchy as how i look and yet still
a bi-atch when someone tries to mess with what i
HAVE:

Verb
to have
1. (transitive) To POSSESS,OWN, HOLD.

as a kid, i grew up being "ms.Sandra's daughter" and now im known to be "the fun-to-be-with-sam"

ihate not being wit my friends
ihate it when i'm away with my family
ihate it when someone gossips about me and then it's not true
and i so hate the fact that wentworth miller and channing tatum are GAY. waaaaaAAAAaaa!!


i get inspired when someone inspires me..DUH! ;)
and never forgets " if it's not meant for you, it will, just not now"
enjoys kape(jacque says'kapi') with friends



and the best, LAUGHTRIiiiiiiPS, everyday.:)

"i miss you"

never would have thought that i would be

writing something

that i had denied since
"we broke up" (start of august)





and yes, that i still love him.

back then i thought he's different from the others, coz he told

me lots and lots of SECRETsssssss
that even his cousin, my friend, doesn't know

bout any of those secrets.. and again i was wrong.

i don't have any reason of denying that

he was gone, maybe i just felt EMBARASSED .


coz i kept on defending him that he was, really, really, different

from the others. but that was the past and just have to

keep on going. and then that one day someone texted me.

"elow p0h" an unknown number and it was so familiar..

guess who it is? yup it's HIM.

i was with my father at that time, i dnt know how to react to the "kilig moment"

and yes, that was torture.

from that day( i think it was the end of september? really cant remember)

and still up to this day we still text each other...
and what i really want to share to whole wide world..
he gave me this.. never seen the side of him na "super sweet siya"
always the "masungit" "impatient" "ma-pride"
actually, he doesn't know how to keep a surprise, he asked me yesterday

"sa bahay ka lang ba bukas? "
"yup, wla akong pasok diba? "
"good, diyan ka lng, wag kang aalis ng after lunch ok?
"bakit ba? anu nga po yun?"

and after he denied it its nothing.. he told me that he has the "SURPRISE" for me.*kilig*

gettin started

really not a fan of writing about my feelings online.. actually jst want to try this stuff..

they say it's boring.. noi it's not.. it's actually exciting.. :)



this is just one
of the pictures i had when we were strolling
around darling harbour.. such cute kid..
"can we take a picture? "
tas umiling lng ung bata.. :) hahaha.. but hey i got it..:) hahaha..