"i miss you"

never would have thought that i would be

writing something

that i had denied since
"we broke up" (start of august)





and yes, that i still love him.

back then i thought he's different from the others, coz he told

me lots and lots of SECRETsssssss
that even his cousin, my friend, doesn't know

bout any of those secrets.. and again i was wrong.

i don't have any reason of denying that

he was gone, maybe i just felt EMBARASSED .


coz i kept on defending him that he was, really, really, different

from the others. but that was the past and just have to

keep on going. and then that one day someone texted me.

"elow p0h" an unknown number and it was so familiar..

guess who it is? yup it's HIM.

i was with my father at that time, i dnt know how to react to the "kilig moment"

and yes, that was torture.

from that day( i think it was the end of september? really cant remember)

and still up to this day we still text each other...
and what i really want to share to whole wide world..
he gave me this.. never seen the side of him na "super sweet siya"
always the "masungit" "impatient" "ma-pride"
actually, he doesn't know how to keep a surprise, he asked me yesterday

"sa bahay ka lang ba bukas? "
"yup, wla akong pasok diba? "
"good, diyan ka lng, wag kang aalis ng after lunch ok?
"bakit ba? anu nga po yun?"

and after he denied it its nothing.. he told me that he has the "SURPRISE" for me.*kilig*